It´s been a long hard road without you by my side, why weren´t you there all the nights that we cried? You broke my mother´s heart, you broke your children for life. It´s not ok, but we´re all right. I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes, but those are just a long lost memory of mine. I spent so many years learning how to survive. Now I´m writing just to let you know I´m still alive.